| Wow, it's been literally a year since I've last written anything in here...the entries are really nostalgic. I just skimmed the whole thing and all the picture links are broken now that I can't host the pictures on the eden.rutgers site. I should do some sort of restoration initative sometime to bring this page back to a healthier state :) I've still been doing undercover blogging, so really, it's not like I'm a newbie at this (headshot). I hope one day to become an elite blogger...whatever that means. (well, I know what that means in my head, and it's actually not like to be a celebrity internet blogger, but more like to make a career out of writing. I think I'll need another 10 years or so leagues in the minor leagues to have a chance at it -- it has almost been 5 years since I started...) Anyways, if it were more acceptable, I think I would have been writing about how much of a struggle work is, and how much I hated the change from college to the working world. It's probably a phase we all dealt with, but I think most people by now found their way, have landed on their feet, and are running towards new goals. (I feel like I'm pressured to make this entry really good because I said I am "not like...a newbie" ...stop using like...) I'm not there yet...I still just want to hang out and relax and that's becoming hard to do with the stress of life, everyone else's new goals, the lack of time, and the distance we're all at. Let me delete a few lines...I don't want to turn this into a complete venting entry... My little sister is at Rutgers now living in the Richardson suites. She's going to be there for another 7 semesters for Pharmacy. Gooo Nik! (I would never say that in real life -- when she comes home, I just say hello and ask her if there is food in the house, even though I've been in the house and she had just walked in) It's pretty cool though that she's in the same campus/dorm area that I was in. I wish I was back there...and I could also, really go for a Fat Moon right now even though it's 7am. (Ahhh I want to go back!) Back in south jersey, I have my routine. I usually work like 50 hours a week, and I try to catch up with people in the area all through out the week. If I hang out with anyone during the week, it usually means I'm losing sleep for the next day, but that's life. I'm still playing games and games still mess me up from being productive. My lastest piece of digital crack is Call of Duty 4 and I'm going through withdrawal since my xbox is broken. I've actually posted on craigslist to try and replace my xbox 360 with a PS3 or an xbox 360. I actually asked for a wii and I was one.. pretty sweet. I already bought brawl and it's good, but not as good as I hoped. Also, I still play poker like 3 times every 2 months. I'm more about the free drinks then I am about dominating the poker world. I'm definitely a losing player now because it takes a lot of attention to detail to make all the right moves and a competitive edge to be a winner and really, all I want to do is enjoy my time -- which is probably costing me about $10/hr these days. I usually get a drink about every hour when I start to get into it (usually a my tie (or is it tai or thai), a long island, a cranberry/vodka, or a corona with lime) -- I'll usually just drink coffee or a hot chocolate if I ain't in a drinking mood. Also, I'm a completely different person at the table...partially because of the drinks and partially because I feel like a stud at the table. Choir at St. Peter Celestine church is a major activity -- we just got done holy week so it's been busy. I check facebook a lot and I'm on aim still -- I don't give out my aim name anymore. I don't want to get rid of "breastpork" but I do and yea. I think in the old entries of xanga, I was pretty moody. I don't think that's changed so much. I was thinking about doing a blog entry about "the set of all moods" to see which moods I'm usually at, what I don't have a clue about, and to figure out why, but I'm not in the mood honestly. Last night would have been a good time, but I'm actually quite sleepy now...I'm going to get some coffee (I've been drinking 2 cups at work about, and I pick up a cup here and there on off days) I'll wrap this one up, and I'll keep xanga in mind. Even when xanga's traffic was going downhill, I still wanted to update this once a month-ish. Xanga's classic p.s. it's almost time to the softball invite -- I'll get that going when I feel like it... |
